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2021.11.27 14:41 Zarreena123 My experience being on the progesterone only pill (cerelle) and questions I have for other users

Hi so I was recommended to take pop because it could help my pcos symptoms and also I anxious relying only on condoms. I’ve been taking the brand cerelle for about 17 days now and I experienced zero side effects. On around days 10 I started spotting but a tiny amount (I could barely even notice it). I also did an ovulation test because I was curious to see if I would be one of those who’s ovulation stops but I was highly ovulating. On around day 13 I started bleeding a little. It’s more than spotting but extremely light. My scheduled period was not due until another 14 days so I’m a little confused if I’m having a period or if this is heavy spotting and I’ll have another period when it’s due? I know that contraception is different for everyone. But as a first time user I’m a little confused.
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2021.11.27 14:41 BoogieFinger The Morality of being an APE

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In a recent Twitter exchange, Bloomberg Editor Joe Wiesenthal and Austrian Economist Bob Murphy were discussing the morality of systems designed to allow savers to maintain their purchasing power vs systems that erode the value of money over time. The issue comes down to property rights and the real effects of inflationary systems vs deflationary systems.
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2021.11.27 14:41 Real-Struggle-2642 Deep thoughts on Crossdressing, fetishes related to AGP and addiction.

So after reading a lot of the posts in there: It's very clear to me that this very much a porn like addiction. I mean like its so clear and the solution is also clear, basically no fap like I said before. This is what I was suspecting. It also confirms why the VR porn fix sorta works temporally for AGP. This also explains why the AGP fantasies escalate, and why you're seeking out more and more trying to get that "good" feeling and can never quite get there and have to do more and more and involve more and more things. The fall off is more and more.
An AGP example building an addiction similar to a porn addiction:
I'm just using a random trigger to start this behavior could be many different things that ignite the fuze. You're walking down the street and a woman in a dress walks past you, attractive, you're having a bad day, looking at her makes your day feel a little bit better, then suddenly a gust of wind lifts her dress and you see some flowery panties. You feel your heart jump and start thinking about that moment. You start to obsess about the woman and her underwear, you see an add for panties online that are similar to the ones she was wearing you order them. Day one you wear some panties, it gets you off very hard at the idea of wearing them you rub one out. You feel a little bit down. Then you decide it would be hot to wear the panties under your work uniform. You're nervous, you're almost feeling "high", you're light on your feet and energized, it feels good. A coworker comes by and gives you extra attention or flirts with you, that in combination with wearing the panties makes you feel like you're going almost pass out, your heart acting like you're on a treadmill. You get home, rub one out after a day of feeling good and "high" all day. You start to feel like crap, you're depressed, you're not motivated, dinner tastes blander than normal and you're less interested in watching TV. Maybe you start drinking wine or smoking some weed to feel a better since you're feeling down. It works a little bit and you start feeling better.
Next you wake up and you're getting ready for work and you're still feeling shame, you decide to wear boxers instead. When you get to work you're feeling down but you can't stop thinking about wearing the panties. On your way home you're looking out the window and you see a very attractive women running with leggings that highlights her butt and you find that sexually attractive. She runs past a construction crew who turn around and stair at her ass and you see that. You start to feel "warm and fuzzy" and feeling a little bit "high" fantasizing about her. You go online and order some womens leggings and start masturbating of the idea of being her while its getting shipped to you. You also order a wig and some womens running shoes. You're feeling butterfly's and nervous while its getting shipped to you, you can barley contain yourself, maybe you jerk off a few times to take some of the tension off. You can't stop thinking about it. You almost can't even fall alseep. The next day you're feeling depressed and down again. You can't stop thinking about this. The package arrives and suddenly you're ecstatic again, you feel good, you rip it open, and you start to think what it would be like to go out there and go jog in the clothes. What if a construction worker mistakes you for a woman and cat calls you, maybe that would feel good. You're nervous as hell, almost shaking, your blood pressure is up, you almost feel like your breath is being taken away. You throw on a wig, wrap a scarf around your face and have the leggings on. You look in the mirror and you think you might pass a little bit from a distance and that feels good. You're so nervous you almost can't get your key's into the lock to lock your front door. You're looking around, your adrenaline is very high. You start to jog a little bit. You're so nervous that you can't quite get a boner but you're feeling a good kind of stress. Things are feeling good. You decide to return home. You're still feeling "high", you look in the mirror and take a selfie. You start staring at your butt and imagine what it would be like to be desirable and to be a woman and to have a body like that. You're also attracted to women which is confusing and you realize how hot it would be. This turns you on, you jerk off to the ideas. It feels really good, almost as good as the first time you wore panties but not quite as good. You start to feel bad. A big wave of shame hits. You ask yourself what am I doing with my life. You start to feed down even more so than you did last time you felt down. You start to think about drinking some liquor or smoking some weed, that would pick you up, it did last time. You smoke the same amount of weed as last time and you feel partially better but still down. You decided to light up some more and use more, you again feel a little bit better but not the same amount of better as you did when you first started using weed. You fall asleep the next day you're irritable, you're down, things are pissing you off, you're depressed, food tastes worse. You're feeling more shame than you have ever felt. You worry what people would think about what you're doing. You decided to throw everything out. You fire up Tinder make some swipes, that feels good a little bit, the cross-dressing and the idea of having a womens body pops up in your mind, you feel a sense of well being for a second and a desire to dress up but it passes and you're feeling down again. Then you get a match and you get a date tonight. You go to the date and you start making out with the women, she's average looking but kissing her feels really good and you're feeling generally well. But then you get a craving to cross dress and thinking about having a womans body. You look at her and start wondering what if you were her, you keep making out it. It feels good, but again not as good as the other night when you went out to go jogging in womens clothes and a wig. You get home the next morning you're even more down. You decide you're going to engaging more in an AGP fantasy, you cross dress more and you buy a fake prosthetic that gives you breasts and a fake. You're feeling great. It arrives and you put everything on and you're feeling better than when you went out on the date with the woman. You're back to feeling light headed and like your breath is getting taken away. Still not as good as the first time you wore panties. You start to think that this would be great if life could be like this everyday. I feel really great when I'm dressed up. You fap. Next day you're more depressed than you've ever been and you're moody. You don't want to be around people you want to be alone. Maybe you decided to smoke some more weed but it doesn't have the same effect so you take 3x the amount you used before and you feel some semblance of pleasure from it but you're still really down. That girl you made out with calls you asks if you want to go out but you're not really interested. You're feeling shame really hard core , you look at your collection of womens clothes and sex toys, you think about throwing them out. But then you get a craving to use. You're feeling like crap right now and the idea of wearing the clothes and thinking about having a womans body and being treated like a woman feels good for a second. You're then back to feeling like crap. You don't want to give it up. You don't want to give up that pleasure. You also start to feel depressed you're not a woman now, it feels unbearable along with the down feeling you're feeling. You start to research options to get on hormones, it feels good to look into it.
So whats happening here?
This is a classic example of a dopamine addiction. While the trigger and items might be different, the progression path is similar. How it works is you're getting basically a strong shot of hormones, dopamine, epinephrine that make you feel good and high from a stimulus (in this example panties, similarly maybe someone will obsess about upskirt porn). Think of dopamine this way for every "good feeling you get" you get a pain in return to balance it out. Every time you get that good feeling, it feels less good and the time cost for the pain increases. Resulting in lower highs and longer lows. You'll ether have to use more to feel similar or find new stimulus that gets you feeling as good. The pain starts to take a tally and builds up. Eventually the body trys to get back to homeostasis and hits you with that pain balance, this is the low period the mood swings and the depression. The longer and the more you use the more your "resting rate" changes. If you're constantly getting dopamine you body resets the baseline of homeostasis to have a higher level of expected dopamine. You'll get withdrawal symptoms when you stop using because the body expects the dopamine and adjusted for it. Cravings will be for things that give you dopamine and various hormones. You'll feel like crap as the body will introduce pain to balance out. The way it balances out is by having excess pain until the baseline gets down to an area where you're a 50/50. It takes time for the neurons to rebuild and dye off during the rebalancing period and lots of pain. But this works both ways. If you introduce lots of pain the body balances with dopamine and other feel good things, this is how people get runners high and feel good after cold showers. Why some people like BDSM and pain, is it has the after effect of balancing the pain with dopamine.
Agp is a classic case of spiking dopamine when you do an activity and feeling good and feeling like crap after stoping because the body balances dopamine with pain and its done in the same part of the brain. It gets worse and worse because you get less dopamine than you did the first time the more you use, causing you to need to use more. Then your base line gets raised where you need that dopamine to feel normal. The body in the meantime is keeping a tally of pain that it will use to rebalance. When you try to stop it feels bad, the rebalancing almost makes it impossible to stop. So this is the underlying addictive property of AGP. Also you'll notice that while other things feel good, weed/drinking/girl friend, it can't compare with the level of dopamine you get from engaging in AGP. It does provide some pleasure but its not going to beat out the AGP. The more you do with the girl friend , weed and drinking the less effective it is, just like the AGP. You have to keep using more and there can be limits there. For example you can only drink so much before you pass out drunk and you can't consume anymore. I see transition as an escalation point for AGP, its the next step for inducing dopamine. It's also a socially acceptable way to fulfill the AGP fetish, meaning you can do it more and longer than you were doing it in secret. The resulting mood swings will be longer and harder and the pain will be longer and harder eventually after the novelty wears off.
A key component in this can be sex drive for men. Getting your balls cut off can put a stop to it. There can also be underlying emotional issues that this feeds in addiction to the dopamine addiction.
For AAP the most common fantasy is usually is usually being a man in a gay relationship with other gay men. But it can work in a similar fashion.
Whats the cure?
First off I don't think this is similar to being gay, but I don't think we understand the mechanism under that very well. I think AGP is motivated by addictive behaviors mostly.
It basically giving up the bad activates. It takes 6-8 weeks for the neurons to change (not everyone is the same). Because of the pain process and the baseline level of expecting constant dopamine, its gonna be hell to stop. Eventually the neurons will starve and your brain will start to rewire. The issue is you have to give it up completely. If you keep feeding the monster you'll keep it alive. Eventually desire will go away but it will take months depending on how strong it is. You need a positive way to handle stress that isn't other drugs or other bad behaviors. You need to sit with emotions and work through them. Since you have history with AGP, that can't be an option to go back to if you have issues with loneliness or boredom or life issues you'll go right back to the problem. The problem of having to get deeper and harder into things to get the same amount of pleasure as before. I think opening a door way to addiction can open a doorway to being more addicted to underlying vulnerabilities.
There's underlying emotional issues that can be treated in a healthy way. Treating emotional issues with drinking, smoking, agp, ect won't solve them it just makes you feel better temporary but with a high pain cost as the brain rebalances. You really have to shift your thinking on how you handle problems.
Theory about late stage transitioners
I think a lot of older AGP transitioners built up a coping mechanism of the above and just never stopped doing it. With the advent of internet porn and online ordering, it just got easier to make the fetish stronger. I think were seeing older transitioners who are falling deeper into the dopamine addiction highlighted above, its also socially acceptable to transition so people are thinking thats an option when their actually just chasing more dopamine. Might not be the case for everyone.
Theory on young transitioners
I think were running into a similar thing, an unexpected side effect of the internet. Young people jumping on the dopamine bandwagon that can from an outlet of being confused and finding solution in being addicted. I mean who doesn't want to be a cute e girl that everyone desires.
It's hard to speak from the AAP side of things, but its working in a similar fashion with dopamine, that something about it is addictive.
I dont think that this is the case for everyone though.
Theory on longer term transitioners who are happy
I don't think everyone who's trans is doing it for fetishtic reasons, just most of them. I think the ones who are doing it for fetishtic reasons will find that the novely wears off. I think there might be some aspect of being a girl or a boy which is opposite to your own gender just appeals to others. I also think its possible to get so hard wired into getting dopamine from doing this that you can possible go years. Imagine your thing is doing various actives as a woman you get high from that, well now that you transitioned there's a way to do that daily, you'll have to spike it up, and eventually move to other things to feel better. I think over the long term people find other copes and just feel comfortable as trans as it scratches an itch. I don't well see many people who stay that way long term if they can't find another cope, they always have to find a cope of some sort. You take away all the copes and I think most will realize it was a mistake. Being trans can be a cope until you reach a homostatis. Usually the cope is related to be your target gender in some way, buck agnel, becoming a male porn star, doing only fans as a transwomen, ect. I could write more about this as well.
The cure
No fap, finding a positive way to handle negative energy/stress. Let the pain re-balance, get through the withdrawal symptoms. Decide you're not going to use agp to handle stress its to addictive. Don't get addicted to other things as addiction is the gateway drug to other addictions.
It's hard a hard as hell thing to do. But it can be done.
Life after AGP
Once you brain rebalances, depression go away, mood swings will go away, anxiety will go away, you'll feel more at peace. You won't have hypersexuality, ect. This does assume that you don't have a major brain chemical imbalance.
A note on addictions
Addictions are everywhere in our modern world. So many span from just social media, our cell phones, tv and the internet. Addictive behavior helps enable other addictive behavior. Its going to be hard to figure out what to stop. Generally if you makes you feel good and you crave it, its addictive. There are good addictions like water and food (but not to much food). You're going to have to use good judgment on this.
A note on transgenderism
I don't think that ALL people who transition are doing this to chase dopamine. I think there is a large number who are though, however. I don't fully understand transgenderism. But I can see how you can make your self get gender dysphoria and how little understood it is. I get this post is controversial, I'm just writing my thoughts out here, I could be wrong. I think so people will feel threatened that their source of dopamine might be threatened by this writing, I get that. A life of an addict isn't a good one. I'm not a medical professional, this is just from personal observations. If the medical community has opinions that people should transitions than thats what the medical community has decided, they have more training than I do. I'm not trying to spark hate towards anyone and I'm trying to make people feel bad. I'm trying to open a conversation that there might be addictive properties here and that some of this is really the result of an addiction. No hate for the LGBT crowd.
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2021.11.27 14:41 Life_Resist5320 The underground

Every time I have to get on the tube I fanaticise about killing myself. When I can feel the ground vibrating and the sound of the train coming I imagine myself doing it. When I see the train I think to myself is this the day I die? Iv gotten really close before. When I’m dissociated or numb I get really close to taking that step. And then the train stops and I get on and go about my day. I wonder how many people see me and know what’s going through my head
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2021.11.27 14:41 Ma4vin Do you guys know how to send videos from a PS4 to my Apple iPhone

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2021.11.27 14:41 chicken_noodle_boi48 Any advice to blurry ps2

Hello so my ps2 and ps1 are very blurry on an old crt it looks like crap and on my HD 2008ish TV it looks way better but text is hard to read, any advice as I have two different playstation cables a d the thing looks like crap. (Yes I have it on rgb mode)
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2021.11.27 14:41 elizagroovy Here we go again…

Well here we go again. I recently saw a picture of myself from my Onederland era and am working to get back to that. I had really great success with CICO 2018-2019 and lost 58 lbs. F26 5’4” SW: 245 lbs CW: 222 lbs I started August of 2018. April 2019, I got to my lowest of 187 lbs. Life happened- I moved to Idaho, went back to school, and just gave up. Stepping on the scale was terrifying, but it was great to see I haven’t gained it all back. I started again on Wednesday, the day before Thanksgiving. I figure if I can get through the holidays, I’ll re-train myself to push through the rest of the year. If I can see results before the end of the year, I won’t be starting from scratch on a New Year’s Resolution.
Potential Roadblocks: 1. I started working at Starbucks so I am surrounded by free sugary drinks. One of my “rules” in 2018 was that I was not “drinking my calories.” I’ve gotten used to grabbing a drink at the beginning of my shift, and another drink to sip on throughout the day. I will need the discipline to control my impulses, deal with the stress of work without sugar, choose my drinks wisely, and pick either- before work or after work. 2. I moved back in with my parents. My mom has been on her own journey. She struggled with her weight and fad dieting my entire childhood. Years ago, she joined a 12 step program similar to OA. Her restrictions were no sugar and no flour. She kept this up for years and lost over 100 lbs. Clearly those kinds of restrictions are not sustainable and she has not kept it up. She now shames herself for eating sugar and flour. She looks great but always talks about how she needs to get back. I got my emotional late night binges from her. Often, we will be in the kitchen whipping up a late night snack. I don’t want my own journey to push her back to her old restrictions- they are so unhealthy mentally and not sustainable. I never want my mom to miss out on another birthday cake because she thinks she can’t control “letting the beast out of the cage.” I’d love if she started CICO with me and we can budget for birthday cake together. 3. Clearly I never got to the “why” I overeat and turn to food when my emotions are difficult to handle. I’m in therapy and hoping I can continue to dig into this. If it’s not food, it’s alcohol, weed, or hyper-sexuality. I cannot continue to redirect my unhealthy coping mechanisms. I really need to find healthier ways to manage my stress, anxiety, and depression.
I’m making this post to hold myself accountable. I’m putting it out there and I’m really doing this again. I’m going to learn from my mistakes. I cannot take a break from logging in MFP. If it’s getting too difficult to keep up, I need to reassess my daily goals and adjust as needed. I need to find those healthy coping skills and hobbies.
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2021.11.27 14:41 Grandioseus My wife is getting into the Christmas spirit.

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2021.11.27 14:41 YOW-Weather-Records 🥇With a noon humidity of 32%, today is Kingston's driest Nov 27th since records began in 1967.

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2021.11.27 14:41 someone024 How i lost at 18 wins

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2021.11.27 14:41 Narrow_Potential3427 Needed a place to store my test leads. Printed on ender 3,inland glass blue,polymaker polytera black.

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2021.11.27 14:41 dhomnley7 Almost got committed

I made a terrible decision to meet up with my parents for a walk on T-giving. Scroll my post history for the detailed story. I got angry with both of them, then blocked my dad from getting into his car for about 10 seconds before he threatened to call the cops. Then I swore at him and left. This was in public.
After returning home, I was shaking and short of breath. Kept thinking about what would have happened had he called the cops. It's a given I'd be taken away. My parents have all the credibility anyone needs, and me being their unemployed, junkie son, I'm a prime candidate for commitment.
Got to thinking about my commitment history, how the first time I got committed was a similar incident. I got hauled away by cops after losing my temper in 2001, didn't even know commitments existed, and was in the 'merry-go-round' of ER's, drug treatments, state hospitals, detoxes, and group homes through 2005. It seemed like an eternity. Some good times, some horrible. I miss the human contact, but being locked up now would be so much different. I'm not even medicated anymore, and feel much oldebeaten down by the world, so it would be a shock to me that I'd never recover from. I haven't talked to anyone or done anything for 5 years since I lost my job and have delved further into the void of inactivity and social isolation.
I wondered if any possible good could come from it, and then gasped at that naive thought.
I started shaking more at the possibilities of what almost became reality. I pictured myself in the psych ward at the admitting hospital being ordered by staff to take meds, go to group, whatever. I imagined the feeling of that first SSRI or AP going down my throat, reading commitment papers served to me, with a possible add on court order for forced AP's. No amount of submission would matter. Best case scenario is rotting in a group home after a stint in the state hospital and chemical lobotomy (getting 'stabilized' on meds).
The only thing I have left is freedom and privacy in my parents' cabin. I can smoke a little weed, go for walks, stream TV, and internet. I can eat decent food and don't have to talk to anyone. It's an enabling factor in itself, but I have no energy left to work or try anything meaningful. I'd just be in more pain if I were living among others or trying to work.
It's back to reviewing my options daily. Stay here and rot (i'm running out of old shows to stream). Join the other unfortunates in being homeless (I'd get eaten alive in minutes) or a modified form of chop suey via the natural elements since direct action is repulsive to me.
They won't continue supporting me much longer anyways, and everything gets worse each summer with my extended family coming up.
Rot to suffer another day, and only tragedy that will end this pattern. That's the biggest take away from this incident. There I was thinking that the worst case scenario is rotting until I ended up committing chop suey in isolation, and yet even that is a romantic pipe dream. This incident reminded me of that. I've had a few close calls in recent years getting pulled over by cops (my license isn't updated since moving back) and having a wal-mart manager kicking me out of the lot for loitering. This one was more 'real', because they would call my attending doctor and make it easier than pie to commit me. The previous incidents would result in minor criminal charges or a ticket. A commitment would be decades or the rest of my life. I wouldn't even be able to commit sueycide....
I live to suffer. Everyone wants my ass someway and somehow, and the only question is who gets to suck all the blood out of me. Will it be the mental health system, a violent sociopath on the street, will I suffer an accident, or perhaps I will just go insane over time? This is my life.
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2021.11.27 14:41 dragoonslayer24 1 year difference. 70lbs down, hopefully 70lbs more to go.

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2021.11.27 14:41 slapdash44 Foreign body in pharynx

How serious is a case of a foreign body (tiny peanut piece) moving around in voice box area for weeks?
There seems to be a “mothball like” scent emanated upon my exhalation. I can taste it when bending forward occasionally.
It is apparently so strong that it can be detected up to 15 feet away and will even diffuse into further areas upon spending time in a place continuously.
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